THREE WAYS I AM STILL A KID:
1. I'm easily amused by simple things, and still hold a carefree attitude.
2. Toys will always be my favorite thing.
3. I've finally stopped fearing 'getting older'.

THREE WAYS I AM ALREADY OLD:
1. I've heard, seen and know too much.
2. I hold supreme apathy and doubt/dislike the younger generations.
3. My nerves are driving my body beyond repair.

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO:
1. Live.
2. See.
3. Be myself, and never let religion, society or politics cloud my sight.

THREE WAYS THAT I'M A STEREOTYPICAL "BOY":
1. I love bugs (as long as they're not in the house) and think most spiders are cute.
2. I'll wear boyish clothing and am not afraid to get sweaty and dirty.
3. I'm loose-limbed and often hook my thumbs in my pockets when standing idle.

THREE WAYS THAT I'M A STEREOTYPICAL "GIRL":
1. I like pink.
2. I love skirts, even heels (as long as they're knee-high boots.)
3. I never think I look good enough.

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO ACCOMPLISH IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Get the hell out of here. Somehow.
2. Graduate from MCC, and move on to get my Master's Degree.
3. Maybe break away from my anxieties and ailments.

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I care, and put others before myself.
2. I'm a free individual, and will never be bound by religion or fear of the unknown.
3. I'm small, but I'm strong; also someone of very little word, but much meaning. (So someone told me.)

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Being bony and frail no matter how much I eat or work out.
2. I have a hard time opening up to love or family, and often turn away from it.
3. Ailments.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Celtic.
2. I don't know. Never knew what my Grandfather was.
3. "

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. People, and how sick their imaginations are becoming.
2. Affection.
3. Feeling completely helpless.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Music.
2. Water.
3. Dreams.

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Mature, but playful.
2. Intellectual/intelligent.
3. Well-balanced emotion and feelings; not overly emotional, but NOT insensitive.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Complex math.
2. Give in to affection.
3. Kill.

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Librarian. (Writing and drawing on the side.)
2. Animator.
3. Game design.

SEVEN places you feel at home:
1. Hamlin Beach.
2. Cobbles - Elementary school where I used to go to camp.
3. Around the Christmas tree.
4. Alone, outside somewhere.
5. ...That's about it.
6. "
7. "

EIGHT ways to win your heart:
1. Be intellectual; show that you're not afraid of the unknown, but know when to step back and respect it.
2. Prove that you don't think women are just simply a warm hole to stuff.
3. Don't ever be bound by something as flaky as set religion.
4. Understand how I speak and portray my feelings.
5. Give me space, but somehow make me feel that you're always there for me. (I believe this may be near impossible.)
6. Teach me to trust.
7. Understand that I can't easily feel comfortable around groups of people or new faces.
8. I'm a free spirit... I doubt I'll ever settle down with someone.


SIX people of the same sex who mean a lot to you (in no specific order):
1. Adrianne.
2. Jennie.
3. Ally.
4. Holly.
5. My mom.
6. ...That about covers it.

FIVE things that cross your mind a lot:
1. My past.
2. What I were to do if I were to hit the streets.
3. Who and what I've lost to this point.
4. Why they did to me what they did in the hospital.
5. When humans will get what's coming to them.

FOUR things you do before you fall asleep:
1. Brush my teeth.
2. Think. Wonder.
3. Toss and turn.
4. Sigh.

THREE songs that mean something to you:
1. Okage: Shadow King soundtrack.
2. Titanic soundtrack.
3. Coraline soundtrack.

TWO confessions:
1. While still staying close, I'm breaking free of everyone's grasp.
2. My anxieties are getting worse.

ONE thing you're thinking about right now:
1. I'm never only thinking about ONE thing... And now, clearly, I was thinking about how to answer this question.

1. When your home alone, do you still close the door when you use the restroom?
Not always. But sometimes.

2. If you have to go grocery shopping, would you rather go alone or with someone?
Hmm.

3. Its your friends birthday, do you buy them a gift even though they didn't buy you one for yours?
Depends on the friend.

4. You win the lottery. What do you do?
Wake up.

5. Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
Usually loud-ish. But not so everyone can hear.

6. Are you a beach person or a snowy mountain person?
I'm definitely more of a mountain person.

7. When do you prefer to take a shower, morning or night?
Night.

8. Can you watch scary movies alone?
Eh. Depends on the movie. There's certain things I can't watch though, I found out; it makes me crazy!

9. Soft bed or firm?
...Gawd I read that wrong at first. Um... I don't know?

10. Would you rather stay home all day, or be out and about?
Depends.

11. What's one of your worst memories?
Do you really need to know? No, no you don't.

12. Do you like to keep the peace or be confrontational?
Peace. But damn it if you want problems, I'll give them to you.

13. Are you more likely to be with a large group of people or a few close friends?
Few close friends.

14. What are your plans for October?
...Um. Ten months from now? How the hell should I know? xD

15. If money were not a problem, where would you like to live?
California.

16. What is your ideal profession?
Well if society hadn't built so many limits...

17. Are you close to your Mom and Dad?
No.

18. What is one fear that you can't seem to overcome?
...People.

19. Are you good at math?
NO.

20. Whats stashed under your bed?
Dust, filth, basement yuck.

21. Is there anyone that you regret ever meeting?
Sure, sure.

22. In the opposite sex, where should their piercing(s) be?
Nowhere. Maybe one ear, but that's all I care to see.

23. Would you rather have roommates or live alone?
I would actually like to live alone.

24. Do you like any of your friends a little more than just a friend?
Perhaps.

25. Do you like to drive?
No.

26. Ever juke a friend at JukePix.com?
...Wha?

27. If you found out that you were going to be a parent, what would you do?
Who the fuck...?

28. Do you give money to homeless people when they ask?
I don't believe I've met any homeless people.

29. A weekend in Las Vegas or Key West?
...Key West? Sounds less...populated.

30. When you go to the store, do you have a list or just buy random things?
Random things. A list if something is needed, though.

31. What do you wear to sleep in?
Nightgown. Pants too, 'cause it's cold.

32. You have 3 months left to live, what do you do?
Well at least I know now.

33. You're having a bad day, what's one thing can make your day better?
Sleep.

34. Whats worse:Tanning bed or Sun Rays?
Tanning beds.

35. Is there anything you would change about your body if you could?
I guess not.

36. You wake up in an unfamiliar place, what is your first reaction?
Stay on alert, listen, wait, watch...

37. Is there anything that you should be doing right now?
Sleeping. Probably.

38. If there was a way to know when and how you're going to die, would you like to find out?
Nah. I know what I need to know.

39. What is your favorite breakfast food?
Bacon!

40. Your phone rings at 4am, who do you expect it to be?
I don't own a phone of my own.

Tattoos are hot, right?
No? I don't really think they are... I mean, they don't bother me that much, but, seeing one doesn't exactly turn me on xP

Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
Whoooo knows. Maybe never.

Name something you dislike about the day you are having?
Dad blew up. Of course. He can always be counted on for that.

What is the last compliment you received?
I don't even know. I don't believe compliments, so they're best left unsaid.

Sweetheart or baby?
Sweetheart?

Who was the last person you had a conversation with on the phone?
Haha. No idea. I hate talking on the phone.

Who is the last boy you talked to?
Darkrai, I guess you could say.

Something you really want right now?
Hmm. Rest. Of a restful sort.

If you could seek revenge on someone would you?
...I may.

Does any part of your body hurt right now?
It does.

Do you tend to waste a lot of money?
I can. It's not something I often do, though.

Were you happy when you woke up today?
I suppose.

What are you excited for?
Nothing. I guess Christmas, a little bit..

Do you miss the way things used to be?
...Yeah. I do. Even though they were just as bad...at least I had a room.

Is there a guy you would do anything for?
If I count you as a friend, I would do most anything for you. Unless you take my care for granted; I'll easily break off.

Are you ticklish?
...

What are your plans for tomorrow?
Chores. Exercise. Who knows after that. Oh, groceries.

What gets on your nerves?
Many things.

Who made you pissed off today?
Dad. Who else?

Have you chewed gum after someone else already has?
Ew, no.

What made you really happy today?
I'm not even sure.

Why did you last laugh?
I am amused by the simple things in life...

What were you doing at 10am this morning?
I was sleeping, yo.

Have you been to a baby shower?
Yeah. Booooring. >_>

Has anyone disappointed/​upset you recently?
Very.

Would you ever quit a bad habit for someone?
I may. But I don't really have any bad habits... Other than, y'know, fleeing from people.

Honestly, if you could go back one month and change something would you?
Mm, no.

Do you like being kissed when you are asleep?
Well. I might say no, because my mom used to do that when I was little. Right on my neck. I'm sensitive. It just woke me up and made me jump.

Expecting something to change in the next month?
No. I don't expect, anymore.

Was last night terrible?
Uh, no?

Will this weekend be a good one?
Well let's damn hope so. It's Christmas!

Do you have your future children's names picked out?
...Future children?

Is your birthday in less than 6 months away?
No.

When you're really upset, what do you do?
Push everyone away. Completely.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Aha. I don't do that. Not in front of people. I'll sooner get a headache keeping it in and wait until I'm alone.

Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous?
No, not really. That may have worked when I was younger, but... Not now, lol.

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
I wish. Noon is my normal waking time... I don't sleep until like 6am. Even then, I don't get much rest.

Do you want to get married & have children one day?
I don't know.
I can easily say I don't quite believe in marriage, but hey, that's just me.

Any siblings?
One. He lives in CA. I've only ever seen him twice in my lifetime. Once when I was a newborn, so I don't remember.

Would you ever be unfaithful to your boyfriend/​girlfriend?​
Fuck no. You just don't do that shit if you're at all loyal. If you think you hold feelings, break if off with the person you're with before something stupid happens.

Are you wearing anything that doesn't belong to you?
Lol, no.

Any piercings or tattoos you would like to get?
No.

Could you use some sleep right now?
Oh most definitely. But I can't sleep rightly.

When someone says "we need to talk", what runs through your head?
*Sigh* Now what...

Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
Nope. 'Cause I've never kissed!

Are you good at giving directions?
No. No I am not

Where do you sing the most, in the car, the shower or everywhere?
I sing when I'm alone. In the house. COMPLETELY alone.

Are you wearing any make up right now?
No. I never do. Unless I'm in costume or feel like wearing eyeliner. Which is rare.

Are you nice to everyone?
I am.
But when I'm not. You'll know it.

How did you sleep last night?
I laid down.

Honestly, has anyone ever seen you in your underwear?
Yup.

Do you hate when people call you when you're sleep?
They don't. I don't own a cell phone.

Are you afraid of the dark?
I wasn't until I ran away... For whatever reason slept with a night light on ever since...

Did you wear what you are wearing today for a specific reason?
To stay warm?

Will you sleep alone tonight?
I've always slept alone.

Have you ever felt replaced?
Yes. But oh well.

Do you trust your best friends?
With my life. We've been through so much...

If you were 12 and you could see yourself now, would you be disappointed?
No. I'd be shocked and...curious, I think.

Do you know your mothers birthday?
I might.

Is there anyone you wish was still in your life?
Yes. Yes of course there is.
I watched them die, it'll never leave me.

Do you keep any secrets from your best friend?
Hardly.

What's upset you the most in the past week?
A correlation of everything.

Is sex before marriage okay?
If you truly love them, and you're mature, then yes.

If you could have anyone with you right now, who would it be?
My grandma...

Could you forgive someone who slept with your boyfriend/ girlfriend?
No. They will feel some sort of burn.

Do you tend to hold things against people?
I do, or...did, rather. Now I've gotten a bit loose. But no, I'll never forget...

Are all girls bitchy?
I think most of us are. Monthly pain is hell; but other than that, I think it's just haughty attitudes or defense.

Who was the last person to touch your stomach?
Um. Why would anyone be touching my stomach?

What are you gonna do tomorrow?
Wasn't this already covered?

What do you hear right now?
Pirates of the Caribbean music.

I bet you miss someone, don't you?
No. I really don't.

So I'm happy. Despite maybe having to live with yet a third ailment for the rest of my life, the pain isn't 'serious'. Unless it's a hernia. I've been referred to a surgeon for confirmation on that. But if it isn't, then it's supposedly just severe nerve damage... Which I don't see how that could've come about, but eh. It's better than what it could've been.
From now on though, to at least make myself feel better overall, I'm going to start exercising daily. While my stomach is already toned and satisfactory, I'd rather like to not be so puny in the arms...

School finishes this week, and after that, Christmas and a small vacation!
I wonder... As always.

I may or may not be taking a break here from my DA. I have ideas and pieces that I'd like to try, but that can't exactly be 'submitted', because I lack the proper merchandise. Therefore, if I 'disappear' (not that anyone would notice, hee) then one will know why.